July 1st, 2002

hell's kitten

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God, I'm feeling so depressed right now. I dont even know why. I feel like I dont have any real friends. I dont know why...I haven't hung out with anyone in about a week, but thats because I'm swollen to look like a chipmunk. Maybe its cuz i havent left the house in 5 days. No, I've done that before just fine. for longer, even. maybe its cuz i feel like ellie's my best friend right now, which is pretty sad cuz i've known her for less than a year (i think?) and she lives in ny and i only know her online. god, im so pathetic. i'm even losing my taste for chocolate! whats wrong with me?? If i was that way, i'd start cutting myself. but i dont do that. i couldnt imagine doing that no matter how depressed i got. ooh, i just got mail. i hope its something good....Damn, its spam. i HATe spam. i want to kill anyone and everyone who sends spam. i'm not even joking. someone needs to im me and make me feel special. not that way, you dirty-minded people...
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hell's kitten

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Does anyone know where I can download Home Town Hero mp3s besides Questions and Eighteen? A webpage. Not a program like kazaa or morpheus etc... A webpage.
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hell's kitten

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I swear...there's something about the name cory. or corey. doesnt matter how you spell it. i tend to like guys with that name. not because they have that name....just....guys with that name tend to be really cool guys...so...if your name is cory or corey...gimme a shoutout. (lol)
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hell's kitten

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I'm bored. Only 1 of my buddies is online, and he wasnt very talkative. Well, 10 are online, but 8 have away messages and one is me (shut up). So, I'm going to put my away buddies messages in here (anonymously, mostly to protect this first one from ellie...oh, and i tried to match the color and font styles too):

I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets.
I am alone in my defeat
I wish I knew you were safely at home



Sleep: the 8 most peaceful hours in a day.


fish heads fish heads
roly poly fish heads
fish heads fish heads
eat them up yum



Food and possibly lying down


and no one said it was gonna be easy
and im not afraid to try
and with the odds stacked up against me i will have to fight
one life one chance gonna do it right
~ h2o

leva message or call (xxx-xxxx)


learn from your parents mistakes... use birthcontrol


i'm asleep


sleeeeeeping....
xXXx xXXx xXXx
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