January 3rd, 2004

hell's kitten

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My mom just said I've been very subdued lately and asked if anything was wrong. I answered no. Even if there was, I doubt it would be anything I would/could tell her. Now I'm thinking, though, I really dont know if anything's wrong. It feels like there is, I'm not happy, but I dont know why.

Ian called me this morning. Crazy bastard. He flew to San Diego last night on the spur of the moment. He called to tell me about this nirvana cover band he saw last night called Nearvana.

I'm going up to abq tomorrow with whitney and pablo. I'm not sure what we're gonna do, but we just wanna get out of socorro for once.

We had some Orion fun last night. He's a fucking clever little bitch sometimes. Jesus.

I love how some of the xm stations aren't censored. It's as it should be.
  • Current Music
    SOAD - chop suey!
hell's kitten

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Wow I hate this. I'm so depressed and frustrated and stressed out that I could cry. AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY! There's nothing worse than feeling worse than shit and not knowing how to fix it. What the fuck is wrong with me.
hell's kitten

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I went from not liking Tool at all to be being ecstatic when a song comes on. How could I not have liked this before? I dont know.

I just applied to my first choice, UBC. Cross your fingers for me.
  • Current Music
    tool - schism