July 30th, 2005

hell's kitten

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I make almost no private entries in my LJ. I dont really care who sees what I write, especially since I dont really write too many personal details. However, in my dreams journal, more and more often, they're private. I started privitizing them when I realized just how much my dreams revealed my innermost thoughts and feelings - so inner, I didnt even realize I had them until I talked it over with someone else. People say dreams are just randomness, but mine arent. Mine are definitely and deeply linked to my thoughts. But the fact that I often dont realize how is why I've been more and more reluctant to share my dreams. I dont want other people figuring out intimate details of my life when I dont even realize what I'm telling them. That's kind of a scary thought.

Looking back at old (2 years ago) dream entries, there is definitely randomness in there. And the parts that arent, are more clear on what they're about. It's just recently that I've been having the not-easily-interpretable dreams.