Don't waste time or time will waste you (phyxius) wrote,
Don't waste time or time will waste you


I'm becoming more and more tempted to just run away to abq for a week and stay with my brother.

Back in may, my mom and I were talking about my upcoming birthday. My "sweet 16." She said, "let's not make this a big deal." what the fuck?!? I've never had a party over about 5 people in my life, mostly because of lack of friends. I remember one year I invited about 15 people and 2 showed up, but they kinda had to. Now, I finally actually have real friends, and it's even my sweet 16, and what does my mom say? "Let's not make this a big deal."

Dick seriously wants to send me to some southern french town and live with a family on a farm. He said "it's your choice" only about 500 times, but you know that just means exactly the opposite. I refuse. I will not. I'm not going to. No. He said the new house won't have a TV. Fuck that. It's not like I'm glued to the tv, but I really would like to have one. And if there's no internet, I will die. I will not live in a house with no internet. Dick tried to get me to go out to the land they're buying and watch the surveyor survey. "It's really fascinating! You'll enjoy it!" NO! I am NOT you!! Just because you like something, does NOT mean the rest of the world does! "Try the !! You'll like it!!" NO! FUCK YOU! Then he changed my moms mind about letting me go to abq by myself next tues. "You may think you're all grown up, but there's a lot you don't know about the world." FUCK you. I KNOW I'm not an adult, but you won't fucking let me grow up! I can stay out past 7pm! I promise! He has this really horrible sense of humor that is just stupid. He's pulled the "hey, what happened to your ear" thing twice now. It wasnt funny the first time, and it definitely wasnt the second. He tries to make a joke out of everything, fails, and thinks he's the funniest man alive. I know these descriptions aren't making him out to be as horrible as I say, but trust me. His know-it-all attitude is really pissing me off. He acts like he's my dad, but won't let me treat him as my dad. I would've told him off so long ago if that was the case.

He wouldn't let me drink coke out of the can. He made me pour it into a glass. FUCK you. coke in a glass tastes so much different than in a can. I like it in a can. Then he just left the empty can on the table, and even knocked it over, so I really dont see the point in that.

I know my problems seem pretty small compared to some peoples', but Dick is such a, well, a dick. I really cant do the tuesday night dinner thing anymore. I need to cut off as much interaction with him as I possibly can.

I hate this. If there was a way I could go back in time and prevent my mom from meeting him, I would do it in a split-second.

I just found this LJ icon that really fits.


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