Getting a message saying "I'm trying to find the nicest way to tell you I dont like you" doesnt exactly help my mood right now. I cant keep hanging out with her. If I do, it'll be more of the same, every guy we meet wont even notice me, I'll have to hear her pissed off about the fact that too many guys are hitting on her (oh boohoo), I'll continue to help out with her "too many guys want me and I cant choose because i like the attention" problems. But I cant stop hanging out with her because she's my best and only friend. We do everything together and tell each other everything.
College is coming. I'll be moving away. Far away. I suppose I can deal until then.