I need to find something I can do and love and make money off of or at least get satisfaction out of doing it. I dont think I can deal with being in a university in the meantime. I feel like I'm just wasting my time and my mom's money. Everyone else seems to have figured it out. I know I know, I still have tons of time to figure it out, but what do I do until then? I cant do something I despise, something that stresses me out to tears, something that wont get me anywhere I want to go, AND it costs money. It just doesnt work.
I've been freaking out about this for months. I'm very good about brushing things off and not letting them get to me But like I said in the first paragraph, maybe it needs to get to me.